First day of April! Been (trying) to revise for 3 days straight
, my brain's tired T_T. It's all for a good cause (I tell myself.)
I'm gonna be dedicating this month to Your Lie In April since I've
been meaning to do the "watching YLIA in april and being depressed
as a result" thing the fandom does, cause I find it fun and I didn't
get to do it last year. First two episodes down, 20 more to go!
Ofcourse, I'm still on my batb binge. I watched the 2017 live action
and the 1940s movie. Honestly, the 2017 isn't horrible. Not great
just "fine." It makes some little decisions I find sweet. Dan Steven's
Beast depiction was probably my favourite. He's such a prick. I fell
asleep while watching the 1940s one (it was like 12pm lol) so I'm gonna
finish it today. But I like it so far! Maybe I'll just rewatch it instead.
Alan Menken's score is STILL on repeat. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL IT'S NOT FAIR.
I'm also trying to get into Pilates again. 3 days accomplished! Lets hope
I stay consistent. Exam season is coming sooon, I'm so nervous, because
this is it. THIS is the, kinda, end of my teenage years and my legally
required education. I've really gotta ace this and I'm not bad at exams
but still, nervous. I guess I just have to study hard, work hard, do my
best and hope everything turns out alright. I'm not even gonna THINK
too much about uni yet, that's a whole other story. Anyways, I think
that's it. My first entry on this website! Fun!! Well, see you in May :-)
Woah, another month done! It's already the middle of 2026, it's crazy!
And, TWO MONTHS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY! I'm gonna turn 18! Honestly, I'm
a little scared? Or nervous? Like, I'm realising my childhood is
basically going to be gone forever, and I'll never get it back. I
guess it's a natural feeling. I'm sure it'll fade eventually but
, considering the state of the world right now, being an adult seems
scary. Again, probably natural, all 18 year old probably felt like that
at some stage. I really am looking forward to being an adult and having
more agency and independence. But at the same time, I feel like I'm
walking on a tightrope with no safety net for the first time. I know
I'll probably be fine but, still, it's scary. But, I'm trying to enjoy
my last few months of being 17 and think positively about the future.Anywhoo, a run down of April. I finished Your Lie in April. Yes it was
as depressing as every time (cries). I also watched Project Hail Mary
and, OH BOY, the hype is warranted, I loved it! I cried about 5 times!
I wanna check out the book when I'm finished with the one I'm reading.
I have to return it by May 5 so that gives me 3 days to speed run it
(I borrowed it from our school library and we go on study leave after
next week, hence, speed running). I'm really enjoying it and how it
delves into friendship and passion. I know NOTHING about gaming but it
has me hooked! There's some tension arising between the main duo right
now. I'm in the middle of it so I hope I'll be able to get it done
(speaking of, I have to pay my LOCAL library fee...£10...UGH!!!).
(And guess who just figured out how to make a scrollable box! I'm
really liking coding.)
Final exams are coming up. Aah nervous! I'm not too worried about getting
a good grade. Fortunately, I'm pretty alright at exams. And I'm SO
FRIGGEN HAPPY I won't EVER have to do a timed essay again. Seriously
it's the bane of my existence. I'm also finally making developments on my
OCs! I'm hoping I can add some stuff for them here soon.
WHICH REMINDS ME! I NEED TO PREPARE FOR ARTFIGHT! UGH MY TO DO LIST IS
PACKED THIS MONTH! Everything's just...happening right now! Driving lessons,
final exams, UNIVERSITY, JOBS, ENTERING (legal) ADULTHOOD! Oh man, it's
gonna be a ride but I'm looking forward to it! I'm also thinking MAYBE I'll
do "one entry a month" as a guideline rather than a rule. It's the only way
I can make myself stick to it! Though, it's only been one month so who knows.
Anyways, I'm abusing this scroller tool now. That's it from me this time! C: